I know you are having a hard time with what you are dealing right now, especially when your son is involved but one thing for sure, everything will be alright. God will always see you through and he would guide you and your son as you are taking your steps forward, you will never be alone because He is always there for you. I had been in that situation before and I feel like, hope for me was just a one strand of my hair but because I believe in Him and because of the support of the people around me. I was able to survive. Someday, the person who has hurt you right now will realize the importance of you especially your son and he will regret he had forsaken you.