You may won’t believe it but it is indeed hard to budget, yesterday my husband just wired me money and out of the money he send, I just bought face towel and handkerchiefs and some vitamins yet I only have few right now. It could not even support us when I have to go travel tomorrow. I don’t go out with friends anymore and yet I am still struggling to at least save some. I am so disappointed with myself, I tell you I didn’t shop for myself but how can I spend too much? I really need to look for a job, so at least I can help with my expenses here. I know so well that my husband has been working so hard to just send us some money but really I am not wasting it, I am trying to save up but sometimes it is really hard to budget.